My fiance tells me he’s in love with some else, I am crushed, wailing like an animal to release the pain I feel in my heart. Through this discomfort my heart opens and I find my soul’s song. Up to this point, I ride my bike without hands on the creek path singing joyously. A fated bike ride on my teacher’s cruiser which I’m not familiar with while looking for hawthorne berries (the supreme remedy of the heart) ends with me splat on the road , going too fast and flew over handlebars…The metal bike basket nearly took my pinky finger with it. The nurse announces “Looks like we have an amputee”! I am a wounded warrior of the heart, pumped full of pain relieving drugs. Hurricane Katrina just hit that day , later that night a best friend Carrie, a vet tech tells me she’s in the airport and scared at what may happen as she goes to NOLA to volunteer with animals who are devestated. I reassure her all things happen for a reason and that she is brave and selfless. I tell her i love her and wish he well. After hanging up the phone, I put out to the universe ” I want to help others less fortunate with my training and skills”. The next day I receive an email from another good friend, which is a forward of a job opportunity as an Herbal specialist in West Africa~ My love of culture and travel plus my training as a clinical herbalist brings unfathomable excitement for this opportunity! This is the best example of instant manifestation for me in my life thus far, the secret at work! Good news~ I got it and embark on a life changing adventure which deepens my resilience, humility and brings true love and compassion into my heart for GOOD!
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My fiance tells me he’s in love with some else, I am shattered, wailing like an animal. Through this pain I find my soul’s song. I ride my bike without hands on the creek path singing joyously. A fated bike ride on my teacher’s cruiser which I’m not familiar with while looking for hawthorne berries, the supreme remedy of the heart ends with me splat on the road , going too fast and flew over handlebars…The metal bike basket nearly took my pinky finger with it. The nurse announces “Looks like we have an amputee!” I am a wounded warrior of the heart. Hurricane Katrina just hit that morning , later that nite a best friend, a vet tech tells me she’s in the airport and scared at what may happen as she goes to NOLA to volunteer with animals. At that moment I put out to the universe ” I want to help others less fortunate with my training.” The next day I receive an email from another good friend which is a forward of a job opportunity as an Herbal specialist in West Africa~ My love of culture ad travel plus my training as a clinical herbalist brings unfathomable excitement for this opportunity! Good news~ I got it and embark on a life changing adventure which deepens my resilence, humility and brings true love and compassion into my heart for GOOD!
I believe in destiny. More importantly, I believe that each of us absolutely CREATES our own destiny. I had been studying about the Law of Attraction for several years before I met my fiance. I had read tons of literature about how our thoughts create our reality and that whatever you focus your thoughts most intently upon, you shall summon into your physical reality. Well, I wanted a husband. More importantly, I wanted to marry my soulmate. I wanted this more than anything. I knew the exact type of man that I wanted, so I began the process of manifesting him into reality. Yes, that’s right! I CREATED my soulmate by using visualization techniques and affirmations. I wrote down all the qualities that I wanted and I read them out loud like a mantra several times a day. I also created “visions” of my soulmate in my mind’s eye and meditated upon this vision every day for about 3 months. The day that I finally met him, I sat down at a bookstore and he was sitting right next to me. I was reading a book about Bob Dylan. Mark (my now fiance) was reading the same exact book and was on the same exact page. We looked at each other and it was love at first sight. Mark was and is the EXACT replica of the vision I held in my mind’s eye. He has the exact personality traits as well. He proposed to me 2 months later. The interesting thing about my story is that after Mark and I met, he had revealed that he was doing all the same things as I was, in order to “manifest” his future wife! Mark and I are now planning our beautiful life together.
